I can see it now.

I wish i could look at myself threw the eyes of others.
My heart beats

This is for any readers out there. Listen up.
This is mainly about my deepest thoughts just pouring out, opinions wud b nice.. Judgments not needed. My mind wants to pop sometimes and if i dont get this out it will... And i thought here is better than writing it down... I can feel like i screaming to the world.

Happy holidays, comming from the unhappy

I wish i could look at myself threw the eyes of others
Im watching them see me, seeing me cry and yea mope, but im smiling.. The attention feeds me, jus like the velvet water from the veins do...