i guess when i sit back and think hard about it, what sucks the most is last year, i was just like every single of one of them.
Gaga for the cutie indha school.
They all fall in love with him, some of them even lay in bed with him. Im the lucky one who was his best friend, and his lover. He poured his soul into me day in and day out.... Made so many promises...
I loved him, yea, and i took so many risk for him that we still have kept as a secret.
Now i sit back and help heal the hearts of all the other girls he stole from...the other souls he sucked up... He treats them like angels and then throws them on the corner... Just like he did to me in some ways... Im still his friend, more so the girl that listens to his game plans.... But i have to help every girl he screws mend themselves...and it kills me to listen to them... At the end of the day i hug him good bye, but i yearn to kill him...stab him in the back..turn them on him....
Whats harder is that im in love again, with an amazing and real guy, its wrong of me to keep thinking about this boy.... To keep hurting myself....
The song says it all...
Hey blogger, im pouring my heart out to you, some advice would be great....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deRru_OuZ2Q&feature=youtube_gdata_player
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